February 2011
No Emotions to Emotions
I guess I should never say never, but I never thought that ‘mystery girl’ would ever become my girlfriend. I don’t know how it happened, I don’t even think she knows how it happened but we went from not being attracted to each other more than physically to spending a ridiculous amount of time together and actually liking each other.
It’s worth a chance of a...
Loyalty
Today I was studying on campus at the library and mystery girl showed up to get something from me. A lot crap has been happening with her and a mutual guy friend of ours after they made out while they were drunk and I got two different stories. She started tearing up in the library and so I packed up my Law books and asked her to go get coffee with me. We walked to my car, drove over to Starbucks,...
Oh Class
Nothing is more fun then hanging out with awesome Criminal Justice (at least my friends) majors all weekend for a class strictly over the death penalty.
Arguing over Capital Punishment for an entire weekend in a weekend workshop is going to be…interesting
I'm KINDA into you...(text convo)
Me: I mean, I am me so it does shock me that you're not into me lol jk
Mystery Girl: Haha no one said I wasn't into you either. I've been sexually attracted to females for a long time, I've just never felt a desire to date them or developed emotions for one.
Me: Um correction, someone has said you aren't into me and it was you who said it lol.
Mystery Girl: Haha yea yea, and you said I wasn't good in bed too soo..
Me: lol You're so into me!
Mystery Girl: So into you might be pushing it
Me: Okay, kinda into me
Mystery Girl: That's better
Me: At least you admit it lol
Mystery Girl: Now for you to admit it haha
Me: lol I'm KINDA into you. If I didn't know how it'd end and I didn't have you in the 'friendzone' then I might have tried to date you.
Mystery Girl: Good, now we've settled that. It is pointless to date someone if you know how things will end.
Me: Didn't I basically just say that? lol
Mystery Girl: Yea I suppose haha, I was agreeing.
Me: You're not what I consider 'girlfriend' material, for me at least
Mystery Girl: That's okay with me
Me: Then we're on the same page.
Mystery Girl: We've been on the same page...btw my body looks incredible this morning
Happy Valentines Day! <3
'College'
I said the other day that I’d try to explain what ‘College’ was that same day, and sadly I had no time and got caught up at the Rec (of course with ‘mystery girl’ and some friends) and work.
Anyways, here is my definition of ‘college’. In college there are so many different types of girls: lesbians, bisexuals, bi-curious, straight, and...
:)
I love spending time with my friends. I love how we are all fitness freaks. I love how we talk about the most random stuff. I enjoy cuddling with ‘mystery girl’ and watching movies. I have no complaints :)
Date Day
Alright! This past Sunday I had my ‘date day’ with Mystery Girl. It began at noon because I had gone out until bar close with a friend of ours, some of her friends, some of my friends and random people, and she works at another bar and had to work until bar close. I had text her around 11:30 and told her she could come over whenever that way she had the ‘power to leave’....
Bar Chat Between a Guy Friend of a Friend and...
Guy: So. I'm kind of disappointed
Me: *laughs* I'm sorry? Why are you disappointed?
Guy: Because I am really attracted to you and you're a lesbian.
Me: I won't apologize for being a lesbian, but I will say thank you for being attracted me.
Guy: You are extremely beautiful and I am really attracted to your personality as well,
Me: *smiles and laughs* Thank you. You are very sweet, and if it counts for anything you are attractive as well.
Guy: Ugh! See that's what I don't get! How can you find me attractive if you're a lesbian?
Me: I'm not blind. I know the difference between cute and ugly. I just find attractive in a way I find straight girls attractive.
Guy: But you're into women?
Me: Exactly, but I don't want to 'hook up' with a straight girl, they're cute, but not for me.
Guy: Aren't you going out with *mystery girl* (I'm not going to use her name, but he also knows her) tomorrow all day?
Me: Yeah.
Our Drunk Friend: That's different! *Mystery Girl* wants Jennifer and is chasing her!
Guy: So you're saying, you wouldn't even go on a date with me?
Me: I'm just not interested in men, but we could always hang out.
Guy: Why do you go into relationships?
Me: Because I feel a 'connection'
Guy: To find the person you want to spend the rest of your life with correct?
Me: *laughs* Wow! We just went from date talk to rest of our lives? Yes I see where you're coming from though.
Guy: *laughs* You're a smart ass, I like you. But, you would go on a date with me close minded because you'd already dismissed me because I'm a guy.
Our Drunk Friend: She's a lesbian!
(right when she said a lesbian came up to me and started flirting with me and asked to buy me a drink)
Me: If you want to take me out, buy me dinner, or whatever, that's fine, but you wont get any from me.
Guy: It's just not fair! *laughs*
Me: *laughs* What's not fair?
Guy: How incredible you are and you're a lesbian!
Me: I know. I'm awesome and have charm. It's a curse really, but the liking women is a blessing.
Guy: *takes a drink of his beer* You're every straight mans kryptonite.
(Everyone at the table starts laughing and agrees with him)
It's Complicated
Me: So what's on your mind?
Her: Honestly abouuuut someone
Me: Oh? Who ya thinkin about?
Her: Well I guess it's sorta 100% crushing right now, but this friend of my friends.
Me: That's cool.
Her: My friend said she's into girls so I added her on facebook and she accepted it and messaged me saying "hi. you're really pretty"
Me: Go for it
Her: You're so jealous!
Me: lol No i'm not. I think you want me to be lol.
Her: lol No I can tell you want wanna talk about it :-P and I so made the whole thing up.
Me: Why did you make it up? lol
Her: To see if you'd be jealous
Me: Why do you want me to be jealous?
Her: Cause it's hot :-P
Me: What's the other reason you want me to be jealous? lol
Her: Cause it's cute lol idk
Me: haha You get jealous when I talk about girls too sweetheart lol
Her: Not always, sometimes lol. Like mystery girl, idk, it doesn't phase me but *** does
Me: Why?
Her: Idk lol I just feel you care more for her, like mystery girl, she is just hot, but *** means something to you. I wish I had such luck finding people like you do.
Me: Bitch, I'm you're wife on facebook. Get over it!
Her: :-P
Be You
So cliche right? Ha! I know. I use to think it was odd to listen to peoples advice and hear them say “just be yourself.” As if you could possibly be anyone else, but then I realized it is possible to fall into the habits of others. If you try to make everyone else happy, you are going to fail miserably! I’ve watched this happen to a girl that means the world to me for over a year...
